Sunday, September 11, 2005
my image?
last night, my friend messaged me on msn telling me that i never fail to amaze him with the discrepancy i have between my image and my msn language.
my nick was - xiang\fuck QM
well. i can only say, cliche as it may be, dont ever judge a book by its cover. heh
i guess our looks/image cannot be altered. you look the way you should be. and the way you carry yourself, the way you dress, it's your choice but that also differs from each individual's perspective.
your personality your language et cetera are moulded through society. but u refrain from saying certain things according to circumstances. like in front of your parents, even if you're dying inside to shout the f word. you will refrain.
and at certain point of time, when you are so driven to the extreme point of frustration. you cant help but spill your gracious vulgarities everywhere.
imagine yourself trying to solve this ONE (and the first) question from your assignment. despite spending the past 2 hours looking and planning a solution, adding the fact that you are not proficient in MS Excel, you cannot solve a single thing. and that is just one question out of the 6 questions including a case problem. you are given no choice but to swear. and swear. and only swear.
i felt like digging out my brains and scold it face to face. if it has a face that is. and at that point of time. you are thinking if you should just blame yourself for being utterly stupid. or blame your brains for malfunctioning. or blame the book for setting such an irritating problem. or blame the prof for not teaching properly.
whatever it is. it has been 12hours ever since i'm stuck at that problem. and yes. no solution. should i just go and die. *rooOOOooOOaaAAAaarrrRRRRRRRRR
11:43 AM
